More especially, i needed to learn if He — God, The Creator regarding the Universe, possessing all energy in paradise as well as in earth — could just take my attractions away for similar intercourse. We prayed and prayed to that particular end asking Jesus to get rid of these apparently natural desires, but there is no modification. Although I became raised in the Church, the truth of my same-sex attraction caused us to question my Christian identification. I questioned whether or not I’d ever experience an alteration of affections, as though which was the issue that is only encountered as being a sinner looking for redemption from my sin nature. We questioned if I’d ever experience wedding, a household?